Monday, Monday...

Ahh, Monday! I know it has been a minute since I have written, I just haven't had time to go online the last few days. So, quick recap: Saturday- went to Spice with Abby, Mark, Joe and two other girls, went to the museum, went shopping, went out to ice cream, chatted with Abby about marriage and went home, Sunday- went to the gym, worked, and watched television with Mark
Today was a good day too- had work, went to the gym, had a doctors appointment, and now I am just writing in my blog!
Some recent thoughts- I was angry at myself for eating too many sweets and junk food. I want to gain weight, but I want to gain it in the right ways. I got sad when I put on my clothes and they just don't fit me anymore. I am dedicated to getting healthy- in the right ways...
I just wanted to paste what my mom wrote to me today. She is the most beautiful person I have ever known. I am so blessed to have her in my life:


Hola!!!

Ok.. so, i re-painted the front steps.? Cleaned my new grill - the lamb chops dirtied it, took care?of the cingular bill - text messaging charges, and followed up to better understand the HP bill, and ate lunch.? That's a lot to get done - it's only 12:26.? And now, I decided to write to you, before I change into my bathing suit and go in the pool....
Daddy asked me yesterday.. "what did you and Erica used to do in the pool all day long, did you really just float?"? and my answer was.? yes,, we floated and talked all afternoon.? Dad then said..."about what/"? and my response.. mom and daughter stuff.? I miss that, Erica - just floating and drinking our wine coolers and talking,, playing stupid word games.? Remember when I had you throw the bottle in the woods because Dad came home:::: hahahhahahahaah.. I confessed that to him, yesterday, he actually remembered that day and hearing a crash in the woods and us telling him it was the squirrels -LOL.? Well, I look forward to other memories we will share, I love just being with you and talking.?

You have grown up and matured so beautifully, I am so proud of you.? You are a beautiful person, both inside and out and bright as well.? Never put yourself down, you truly have so much to offer and the sky is the limit for you in anything you chose to do.? No one is perfect, inside or out.. we just want you to be happy and to be a good person.? Be yourself and let others love you for?who you are - never try to be something you arent, it's not real.?

Well, I starting to either sweat up here in the hot room or shedding a few tears as I write.? So,.. have a great rest of the day at work.? Let me know how your MD appointment goes and have a blast tonight with your friends, Karoke!!!!!!! Strut your stuff, and blow them all away!!! You should Call David Lui, and tell him to come see you tonight, that you have a performance...hahahhaahahah.j/k.

I love you more than anything in this world,,, more than you can imagine. . just be healthy and happy, that's all I ask from you.


Love always,

your mom and best friend.. 4 eva? ?


She loves and cares for me so much... I will not let her down :)

Until later,
Think of the lady on the subway... Don't be her