Wednesday, August 15, 2007

It has been a while

Wow, I knew that I was bad at keeping up with this crap but honestly, I guess I didn't realize just HOW bad I was at it!
I am finally done with the summer research and am damn happy to be out of Medford! I think that it was just about time for me to leave. I had just my good amount of seeing my friends and staying at school before it started to get a little bit old. Now, a whole month away from it all will make it that much better when I have to go back on the 11th of September.
However, home isn't as great as I had anticipated. My mom took a job as a telemarketer and has no time to really spend with me and my dad hasn't been feeling well enough to really do much either. Because I burnt bridges with the people from around here, I am kind of alone and bored. Plus, to make matters worse, my parents are monitoring EVERY SINGLE MOVE I make with eating and exercising and it is so annoying. It is not like I am aware that my mom calls purposely to make sure that I am not exercising or to make sure that I am eating enough. My dad is always annoying with things and makes the situation that much more awkward too. I just wish they would leave me alone. I am old enough to deal with my problems and was doing just fine with it when I was on my own. Them pressuring me, making me feel guilty about every move I make, doesn't make matters any easier. I understand- they are concerned parents and just want what is best for me, but there is a line and they definitely have crossed it.
I am going to see the Tyra Show tomorrow with my mom which should be nice alone time with her. I am sure I can talk to her about all of this stuff when we are at dinner. We shall see...
CALI here I come, in about a week from tomorrow! I am excited to see Liz, but more excited to be on my own for a bit. It is going to be nice to just get away from everyone here and see my best friend.FUN FUN!
Until next time (which, with my track record could be a while) wish me luck with my parents!
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